I don't know how to call it, but I think this is a kind of "emotional disturbance". My emotions are being stirred by someone I should not be attracted to! Tsk. I feel like I'm having hard time managing my feelings about "him".
But actually, I'm not. I'm OK. I've got my Lord, Savior and Friend guiding me. Everything in this world including this feeling I'm feeling now will soon fade away. I just have to have strength to face it and not fall into it.
So help me God.
***correction: "I feel..."
TumugonBurahin