Demons

I can't speak my mind!

I don't know why, but instead of saying out loud or posting it anywhere in social media, I just keep m thoughts inside my head. I think it's better to conceal my feelings rather than bursting in and say them out loud and cause any sort of "problem". I think, I just don't want to create my very own "demons". I'd rather play safe than be in a situation I'd regret and cry on. Never. :)

"Emo"

I don't know how to call it, but I think this is a kind of "emotional disturbance". My emotions are being stirred by someone I should not be attracted to! Tsk. I feel like I'm having hard time managing my feelings about "him".

But actually, I'm not. I'm OK. I've got my Lord, Savior and Friend guiding me. Everything in this world including this feeling I'm feeling now will soon fade away. I just have to have strength to face it and not fall into it.

So help me God.